Failure

Failure...That's what I feel like today. I just want today to be over so I can wake up and start fresh. The day started well but by noon I was stressed, not feeling well, and had a lot to get done in a short amount of time. And on top of it I had to go out for appointments with three little ones in tow and I knew it was going to be a long afternoon and evening. Our morning started off well, I even painted Hailey's nails all nice and pretty. 

But as the day progressed I slowly began to lose my cool and every little thing my kids did just grated on my already frazzled nerves. And now I feel like the worst parent in the world. They are all sleeping soundly, all cozy warm in their beds and I feel like waking them up so I can go and hug them and hold them, and tell them all how much I really do love them. Life has been busy and stressful and I didn't handle it well today. We are in the middle of packing for a big move, I'm having health problems, Ava is so out of sorts because I went off my diet severely and now she's suffering from it, and the list goes on. I did a lot of scolding and a lot of hushing them up today and now I'm left thinking over the day regretting every single minute of it. All I can do now is hope for a better day tomorrow.